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One of our younger clients, Ruth, doing sunning with her father, Lior. All the way from Germany!
“If you’ve ever wondered why I got into the School for Self-Healing, all you need is take five minutes to find this man is not just genius but precise and innovative in his methodology of the body and Self-Healing….”
I start by showing this series of five photographs of my face in real size, the last four being colored pencil paintings made on prints of the first picture. These paintings done by myself, between 2011 and now, intend to reproduce the way I saw the original picture at particular moments during this time using only my right eye and looking at it in an environment with lots of sunshine and at a distance of 50 cm, the usual distance during a conversation with another person. The dates on which they were made are very significant in the history of my eyes: January 2011, May 2011, September 2012 before leaving to San Francisco, and now in April 2nd, 2013, five months after my return and after the fifteen visual therapy sessions with Dr. Meir Schneider, while continuing the daily work with my eyes according to the program established for me.
Photo August 2009
Painting January 2011
Painting May 2011
Painting September 2012
Painting April 2013
I started making this series with a very specific purpose: to document and explain as good as possible to my ophthalmologists how I saw the face of people with my right eye at a time, January 2011, in which I felt I was getting worse from day to day. I wanted and I needed to illustrate in a more lived and visible way the pronounced and rapid progression of vision loss, other than through the numerous eye exams I did, and for that purpose I used my passion and pleasure to paint, although at that time I already had enormous difficulties in doing that.
But it was that strong purpose that allowed me to show how I was seeing, and kept me proceeding with the paintings overcoming a strong intimate resistance with physical manifestations of great discomfort due to the confrontation, so clear and inescapable, with what was happening to me and which terrified me so much: the imminent loss of my vision. I clearly remember the feelings of fear anguish and despair while confronting myself with that terrible dip in the darkness.
I made these paintings only with my right eye because it was the eye which the greater lack of vision scared me more and even more when it became clear, through examinations, that the left eye was following exactly the same path and fairly quick.
Now, five months after returning from San Francisco, I decided to try again to confront myself with the way I see the same picture of my face at this moment, using the same material, the same type of light and the same distance in order to document this new phase in a way that it is clearly visible and concrete to myself and to others. Thus on the afternoon of April 2 I almost could not believe the way I was seeing my picture: the clarity and width of the visual field, the total absence of that very dark previously existing fog and only the presence of a light fog on the top of my face…!
I did numerous tests on different days to confirm if this amazing and wonderful change was really true, and it is! I do not see that really thick dark fog which only six months ago covered almost the entire picture of my face, just before I went to San Francisco and do the visual therapy with Dr Meir Schneider!!
There are not enough words to express my feelings, it is a great and full and colorful joy, a great enthusiasm to continue to work harder and better with my eyes and a deep appreciation and immense gratitude by Dr. Meir Schneider for his fantastic work with me and for his wisdom, generosity and enormous dedication of his life to helping and teaching thousands of people from many different countries around the world to improve their visual health and global health!!
On this year, 2013 my personal spring was in fact born! Full of strength and energy and I’m really happy!
I’m writing this testimony with a profound feeling of friendship, deep recognition, admiration and gratitude for the wisdom, creativity, generosity and optimism Dr. Meir Schneider demonstrated while working with me on my eyes, an excellent work that will be forever in my heart and in my eyes! I am 63 years old and due to a really fast progression of glaucoma in both eyes I have already lost 95% of the fibers of both optic nerves, I have a reduced visual acuity not amenable of correction, 1/10 on the left eye and much less than 1/10 on the right one, and a very critical reduction of the visual fields of both eyes.
Despite all the efforts made by conventional medicine to stop this progression the truth is that it failed to do so and blindness was presented to me as the only inevitable and incontrovertible prognosis. Terrified by this prognosis, but filled with hope by this new possibility, I flew from Lisbon, in Portugal, to San Francisco, in the U.S., to carry an intensive treatment of 15 sessions of two and a half hours with Dr. Meir Schneider. This trip was worth all the time and money spent on it because the treatment was really effective! I had really positive results having made progress with both eyes especially with the right one, the eye that sees worse.
Just after six sessions I had my first very, very special and remarkable moment: I was able to see Dr. Meir’s and Sarah’s, his Office Manager, eyes! This event made me feel an immense and overflowing joy that filled me with hope. Until then, at a distance of 15.7 inches (40 cm), their eyes as well as those of others were hidden behind a thick dark fog.
A few days before going to San Francisco I wrote some lines on what I couldn’t see by that time and the way that it affected my daily life: “I cannot see myself at any distance nor my face or my body. I cannot recognize the faces of people that are at a more than 3.9 inches (10 cm) distance or even recognize my son and daughter except two steps away, unless I know they are there. I cannot drive or go to the movies, or read books and write except in the computer because the screen has light behind and the font sizes can be increased. I can read only short texts and preferably in the computer, needing ten times more than the normal time because the letters are shrouded in shadows, are missing some parts, have dark spots and reading or writing like this is incredibly tiring. I can’t go to places that are dim light because I fail to see, distinguishing only shadows which is horrible and often scary especially outside, I can’t see people’s faces and I take one person for another or even objects for people, even my own children and granddaughter, and when eating I cannot cut or arrange what’s on my plate. Everything around me is increasingly wrapped in brown haze increasingly thick and this perception causes me fear and anxiety which I try to fight with optimistic thoughts”. And here are some other huge differences from the situation described above which were obtained during the treatment and that show that my visual field and peripheral vision have expanded and that also my far and near vision has increased, especially in my right eye and the amazing subsequent discovery that I could see with that eye: before going to San Francisco my right eye could only see at a distance of 1.4 inches (3.5 cm) meaning that I had to lean my nose over the paper surface to see a 1 inch (2,5 cm) printed letter, or over the mirror to see my own right eye. By the end of the 8th session I could already see my eye at a distance of 6.7 inches (17 cm) and a letter with the same 1-inch (2,5 cm) high. Now I can see both at 17.7 inches (45 cm) distance though not yet with complete sharpness but in return at this distance I can also see my face, my body and everything around! The really dark mist, sometimes even black, which filled most of the visual field of my right eye, is much smaller, much lighter and much thinner. Also, dimly lit spaces are less of an obstacle for me, I can move much more easily in them, feeling much safer than before.
All these developments, and other not detailed here, seemed absolutely impossible to obtain and yet I managed to achieve them with the visual therapy I did with Dr. Meir Schneider: It is amazing that this really happened and this is a huge window of hope that has opened up for me! Of course there is still a long way to go but this intensive treatment was absolutely fundamental and decisive in my life! Dr. Meir Schneider truly loves what he does and this was well reflected in the dedication and commitment with which he conducted his work with me, in the wisdom and great intuition showed, in the positive reinforcements with which he encouraged me and helped me de-dramatize my visual situation, in the words of encouragement and the ability to motivate me for this daily work with my eyes which I see now as a special gift that I offer myself every day and which gives me a great inner joy that invades me making me immensely happy!
Now I am able to see the future and I believe that I will be able to carry on seeing! Thanks to Dr. Meir Schneider I’m going to continue to see and this is wonderful!
Thank you so much, Dr. Meir Schneider!! I wish you all the best and I really want you to come to Portugal!! Aurora Machado
Almost every day I’m discovering a new detail I’m now able to see and I’m filled with wonder, feeling this huge happiness and the astonishment of someone who is able to see for the very first time and, also, a feeling of empowerment for being able to improve my eye sight. It’s an immense and persistent joy that irradiates and wows me for the simple fact that I’m being able to see, able to step out of that always darker, brown and thick fog that was swallowing me and that terrified me.
I’ve kept a log of all those discoveries and conquests and I’m now sharing them with you. These are not absolute conquests, I mean, I’m not able to see every detail with full sharpness and quickness and within every distance range, but they are great accomplishments when compared with what I was able to do before I went to San Francisco, to do the visual therapy sessions with Dr. Meir Schneider.
Inside my home: I can see myself at the mirror, cut my finger nails, cut paper almost at the desired line, make packages with some beautiful and creative twists, sew small seams, pour liquid into a bottle without spilling, cut my own food at the plate, bake a cake without any help, neither to read the recipe, nor to check the amounts in the scale. It was a wonderful feeling and the cake was delicious.
Now it’s becoming less difficult to read and write in the computer, read texts in books and magazines somewhat longer than I used to, handwrite some text and read my own writings.
I was able to draw a picture in sight, at short distance, from a photograph of an eighteen century dress, and I loved the look of it! I just couldn’t draw in sight since March 2008! I’m starting to believe that I’ll be able to do once more something I love so much: to paint and to draw!
In other indoor spaces: I can see the elevator numbers, read the restaurant’ menu, reach at some product at the supermarket or any other store’s shelves all by myself, without the need to ask for help, usually less than friendly or simply unavailable, putting me down and feeling depressed with my eyes condition and for the simple fact that I wasn’t able to receive assistance. Now I can distinguish between products and I can read the information on the shelves, it takes a while, but I can do it!
In outdoor spaces: Now I can have a walk and appreciate the details, I can see the traffic lights and the rain puddles and the holes and other gaps and uneven spots in the sidewalk, the trees’ canopy, the top of the buildings, pigeons resting in some leafless tree branches and even a blackbird in the grass. I can see the steps in this beautiful garden, one that has always been great for a nice walk, but that, for me, was filled with hidden traps and obstacles, like those little steps, with just 2 cm high and without any warning signs, making them extremely dangerous.
The windows are no longer plain dark rectangles; they now seem to emerge in white lines, allowing me to distinguish the different windowpanes that belong to one single window frame, still lacking sharpness, but … nonetheless visible!
I can do some short runs because I can see the floor much better now and, thus, I’m not afraid to fall down, and I’ve recovered my fast and confident walk, losing my hesitant and tiresome walk, always afraid to stumble and fall, something that occurred to me a few times in the past…
As it happens with other people, and also in many other life domains, my eyes don’t always have the same sight capacity. Dr. Meir Schneider tranquilized me explaining that this is not a process with a linear and ever-rising progress line: sometimes it can regress a bit, others it might be stationary and still some other times where progress is self-evident. What matters is to be confident and optimistic, since our eyes are very sensitive to how we’re feeling and to stress.
I still have a long way to go but I’ve overcame some important steps: the fact that I’m seeing tangible results is something just wonderful and a powerful incentive to keep on going, and all your support messages are a huge motivational force, by which I’m most grateful.
In summary, I’m feeling a lot more alive and full of energy, more independent and autonomous and for all this I’m filled with a wonderful feeling of freedom!
I ask all of you to keep on sharing this web page, since I truly believe my personal story can help others.
I wish you all the best! — Aurora Machado